Monday, April 28, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
work-wise isnt gettin any better..showed my temper yesterday at work..cz the clients n company were pissin me off BIG time..its gettin to the point i duno what my job title is..out-door sales cum indoor sales cum admin asst clerk cum delivery gal..which 1 is my job title?..its bad enough im alwaz sandwichin between unreasonable nonsense clients n the company..i hav notice though its a smal company..ters no team work wha-so-ever at all..so wha its benefits r gd?..its nothing when ters no team work..n the bosses r jz simply 2 blind/dun appreciate the sales staf r tryin 2 brin in jobs..
Saturday, April 19, 2008
-do not wear a hat dats too big for ur head
-do not trust any1 so easily..even urself..
-do not talk so much
-do not be so naive
wha would u do when u hav zero experience in a job n yet ur bosses compare u wif ur fellow colleagues?..i do not take hints..i am not bein too sensitive..if my bosses think im not performin..jz tel me straight in the face..n not drop hints here n there..dun they even have the guts to tel me in the face?!.. it is so fuckin irriatin..
yes it doesnt feel gd 2b compared wif ur fellow colleagues whos been workin there almost a yr or so..n its not liked i have any experience in dis field..im tryin my best to brin in jobs as well..tryin my best to lay my base..it is unfair irriatin to the max when u go back office..n realise the bosses dun even bother/care..n often things jz hav 2 get worst..cz u duno whas goin on behind ur back..duno whas goin on when ur out tryin to brin in jobs almost everyday..my current job is fun?..i take these words back..
i did try to learn as much as i can..did try to do my job ok..i did try..but things r gettin damn pissed off/frustratin/fucked up when ur constantly sandwich between those interior designers n ur company..cz ur the one bein arrow when things go wrong..i did try..i did..
Saturday, April 12, 2008
yes i know that my age bothers younger guys..yes i know guys stil prefer younger/same age/1-2yrs older gals..i do understand no young guy wana be wif/be seen goin out wif older gal..yes some guys prefer older gals..but not a gal 10-13yrs older..true them guys can say anything they like..but bottom-line is its stil younger/same age/1-2yrs older gals they'd go after..
love is blind?..age is juz a number?..clearly not to all..it doesnt mean i dun mind younger guys..they dun mind older gal as well..which is y now..even if im attracted to some1..its pointless..its not so much i dun wana giv myself or him a chance..but rather he wouldnt wana giv me a chance..simply cz my age isnt jz a number to him...
Thursday, April 10, 2008
been feelin the stress n pressure at work..cz i sux BIG time in pc..haha..alwaz hav 2 ask for help on dis n dat..hate it..i dun really talk much to my colleagues..1 thing my desk(so-called U__U;) is liked isolated..so im alone at dat area..i talk more to the computer screen/phone/street-directory book..yes i prefer goin out meet up wif clients/passin catalogs to clients..although my bosses said gettin the clients to know me is wha i hav 2 do for the 1st 2 months..i stil hav to brin in jobs no matter wha right?..yes i know..im pressurin myself..cz its not liked im in dis job for 3 months already..so yeah..oh well..anyway not workin dis saturnday so.. happy of cz..^^
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
lOvin dis song now..hear it @ Phuture whenever i club ter..really like the lyrics..its true sometimes its really 2 late to apologise..cz the damage is already done..n not a word 'sorry' will make the pain/hurt go away..yes u wil 4giv dat person who did u wrong or whaeva..but sometimes..its not about whether dat person apologise a not..im bein 2 deep here?..no..i dun think so..cz in dis era we r livin..in dis generation..almost every1 throws words they dun mean at all so easily..words like 'sorry'..'i luv u'..'take care'etc dun mean anything now..
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
diS band The Bird n The Bee music r rather gd..found dis remix version of their song 'Fuckin Boyfriend'..its real cool!!..listen 2 it n shake your pom pom mann!!..
ever heard few people told me..sometimes its better sharin ur problems wif a stranger..maybe to an extend its true..i have to travel around in my new job..so getta chat wif taxi-drivers..2day dis taxi-driver shared wif me his problems..on work/marriage..i didnt know how to console him as im rather bad wif words..so i jz listened..b4 i alighted..i jz told him to relax abit..take it easy..n dun think 2 much..although it isnt the 1st time a stranger shares wif me his/her problem..i jz wonder where do they get the courage to open up to a stranger..yes i do understand at times every1 jz needs some1 2 listen..it doesnt matter he/she is a stranger..n mayb the facts dat nowadays theres lesser n lesser human touch in our life..n also many jz dun care/bother on people who r not their preferred friends..many of us would rather turn to/open up to strangers..cz the % of seein each other is truly small..even though s'pore is 'BIG'..