Sunday, March 22, 2009


rEad an interesting article in the newspaper this morning titled 'Use your head stupid' talks about the pros and cons on using your head and heart when facing problems..i suppose theres no right or wrong whether a person uses her/his heart more or uses her/his head more..i mean every-one of us is different..i admit i use my heart more hence im being called 'emo' quite i dont regret being emotional..or those choices i made/make cuz i use my heart more..cuz if its a wrong choice theres a lesson to be learn..and if i dont learn whatever lesson it is..i would keep having the same lesson throw into my face..
often my friends tell me to let go see things on the bright side..not to be so still learning..surly i dont want my days to be raining all the time?..let me have some fairy dust so i can keep telling myself 'dont worry'..crap i dunno what im talking about here U__u;
anyway i FINALLY got my hands on the third book of Twilight after such a loooooooooooong wait!..had completed 'Blue remembered heels' by Neil Dixon..its one fun read..completed 'After dark' by Murakami too..its different..abit weird actually..did i mention about this book b4?..crap looks like im really getting STM(short-term memory)..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


bEen putting my head in a suitcase pretending it didnt happen..but of cuz it did..have to keep telling my heart and mind to be quiet have to keep putting a brave funny smiling face at home at work infront of friends almost everywhere..i will be ok..i just need some-one to take my hand..and i know deep down that some-one has to be me has always been me taking my own hand telling myself things will be ok telling myself to let go and move on..hasnt it the same for all?..or is it just me?..