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gLad to be away from work..even its juz one day..been very frustrated at work since last saturnday..no no im not goin to rant bout it..as it'll bore u to death..haha..U__U;..all i can say is under the working environment of my current job..even if given 10 staff..it wont be enough..and its not so much its so damn busy..and when u show that u r frustrated/pissed off..they say(without knowin u knew) u have attitude problem/bein difficuit..

heres a poem i wrote 3 years ago(omg!!)..think its a very suitable piece..considerin the way im feelin nowadays..so call me emo or whateva shit u want..

lookin 4ward to a new life next year..hopefully all will fall in2 place eventually..freedom comes with one hefty price..ya it sure does..

have a fun fun weekend people!!..=]

Liar N Poseur

Just who do u think u r talking about me like that
havent u heard what goes around comes around
havent u for once thought i'd somehow knew about those lies u say

Just who do u think u r, a saint?
does what u say/do put u a level higher than me
take your lies your hyprocrisy away
cuz i dun need n dun want them
stop shovin those meaningless words of yours into my face
cuz i dun trust u anymore

Masks u have been wearin to deceive all
before long they r goin to fall
who will u run to now
where r u goin to hide now

For all u have said and done
will be hauntin u no end

0011

He Came

Here i am
dancing in the dark

here i am

dancing with-out my heart

He came

watching me dance

watching me break

over n over

He came

twisted my soul

messing my world

Holding hands

holding me tight

together we dive

Wash away

drown away

this pain

rAined almost the whole day 2day..but i head out anyway..juz to catch a movie wif my friend thats all..watched 'Madagascar 2'..it was a'rite..funny cute..im waitin for this movie by Keanu Reeves 'The day the earth stand still' which will be releasin next month here..have alwaz like Keanu since his 'Speed' movie..hes still lookin so dashing =}..another movie i wana watch is 'Body of lies' by Dicaprio n Crowe..i like their acting..n Dicaprio had grown much..like his new(?) look too..haha..

wrote this poem this afternoon..these words juz pop into my head while i was walkin home from library-'break me over n over'..n that my friend..is how this poem is born..of cz it dun alwaz happen..words knockin my head i mean..at times they go for a long holiday..relaxin themselves while leavin me wonderin'what the hell happen!?'

ok heres a quote..its sad but true..what do u think?..

" The tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he lives.
— Einstein

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Soundwave-=>

Shoot Me

Shoot me in the heart watch it bleed

watch my love bleeds away watch it breaks away

shoot me in the head so i cant think

those thoughts see them flow away with a BANG

shoot me in the eyes so i cant cry

watch my last tear die for u

shoot me juz shoot me to end this misery

shoot me

a pOem i wrote 2 years ago..here i wanna thk every1 for their lovely encouragin comments..my friend used to say not many people will understand my poems..but its gd no?..cz that will mean my poems r unique!..haha..nah juz kiddin..=p..

well i have no idea what to write here..maybe cuz im tire due to work..or juz mentally n physically tire..in the mean-time..njoy Namie Amuro's 'So crazy' mtv..wish i can dance like her..i love this mtv of hers..its kinda interestin seein 2 Namie(s)..each wif her own style..=]

cant wait for Transformers2 2b shown here!!..cuz my fav fav fav Soundwave will be included in the sequel!!..THE JOY!!!!!..i was all smiles when read bout it..haha..I LOVE SOUNDWAVE!!!!!!!!!!...

hAve a fun weekend people!! =D

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Turned Cold

Time freezes
i cant move on
payin for my mistakes
indebts deep

Watch me
turn to ashes
scatter me
into the ocean

Time follows
why am i still here
why is it
i still cant move on

Watchin from above
surreal
watchin from above
rewind repeat

Screamin out loud
silently
screamin
for this to end

wRote this on monday i think..at times feel like im havin writer's block..its liked my poems arent as gd as b4..where my creative hat disappear to?..=[..maybe it had gone for a long long holiday..i duno really..do tell me what u think..

anyway im readin this novel by Luck Hepburn-'Clicking Her Heels'..its rather cute..Amy Marsh(a shoe addict)bf sells her shoes collection on ebay when he mistakenly believes shes 2-timin him..this sends her off around the world to get(buy?)all her shoes back..but it turns out 2b more than a journey of gettin her shoes back..

no i didnt buy this novel..its from the library..there r many interestin novels..as the saying goes'dont judge a book by its cover'..it holds true of cz..its the same as dun be so quick to judge a person by his/her appearance..we dun hav the right to judge any1 anyway agreed?..

oh well..am slowly come to realise i have-no life no friends no love..oh ya do check out dis site-http://kari-shma.tumblr.com/..there r lotsa meaningful quotes n cool nice pictures..=)

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lAst nite's Halloween party was fun..many made the effort to dress up n it was really fun seein so many ghosts(eastern n westen),screamin skeleton masks,monsters etc dancin n tryin to scare people..=>..there was a best costume contest..a guy dressed as the Death angel from the japan anime 'Death Note' was the winner..u can tell he put in alot of effort makin the costume n stuff..what did i dress up as?..myself!!..i figured im scary enough as myself..haha..U__U;..

been thinkin do friendships really last..i know every-one has his/her preferred friends to spend time with..still i cant help feel sad whenever friends(so-called) drift apart..simply ur not the one they prefer to spend time with..when ur not the one they r willin to make the effort to keep the friendship goin..its liked it doesnt matter to them whether u live or die..n the excuse they use?..'busy' of cz..yes they maybe really busy or whatever..but r they?..i have my doupts..yes im tire..very tire..alwaz the one tryin to keep the friendships goin..n yes i wonder do i really have friends..maybe i dun..maybe im fated 2b alone..with no love no nothing...

anyway heres a poem i wrote yesterday..do tell me what u think..cheerio!!

Unmask

Layer by layer

she hides

disguise or protection

shes confused

Lost in those layers of masks

she dons

another one falling

another one reveals

never ending

Who she really is

she doesnt know

trapped in the mirror

is her true self

Or is it

no-one knows