iF some-one asks you 'why u love (insert name)?' what would your answer be?..do you need a reason to love some-one? must there be a reason?..when you love some-one it just happens no?..love is love..must there be a reason?..must there be 1001 reasons?..must there really have to have a reason?..
no i'm not ok i admit i'm not..and seriously i don't know what to do..i have been paranoid very paranoid and i don't like the paranoid me..it happened before and it's happening again..i'm breaking down and have no-one to talk to cuz friends are tired of listening to my 'i'm so sad sorry ass' whinings..and it's ALWAZ about the same thing..alwaz about this thing call love..
i know many would say i'm being weak emotionally and yes i admit i am..i know many would say i'm stupid foolish hopeless..yes i am too..i really don't know why i'm whining here and maybe it's not a good idea to..i don't know...i'm not trying..i'm finding it hard very hard to let go more..to move on..there's no-one to help me except myself..no-one..
i have said too much..say too much..
is honesty really the best policy?...