Saturday, February 21, 2009

0105

i will never forget what i saw on 20 Feb 09..will never forget how deep you hurt me..all these times its my fault my alone..it took me so fucking long to know i had been NOTHING at all to u..took me so long to know these two years i loved you mean NOTHING to you...yes everything is my fault..EVERYTHING..i duno how to love you..i think too highly of myself..its my fault i thought things were FINALLY ok..not knowing i was wrong..so fucking wrong...

i hope you are happy now..REALLY happy now you hurt me real deep..you broke my heart again...

yes its my fault ok?..everything is my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

meg said...

oh, no. oh, love, am sorry...sorry that you are hurt and hurting and feeling such madness in it all. I am sorry that life creates these experiences for us, and with us, and what we are forced to learn from them that is at some times, so very dark and lonely. I send you healing vibes and hope. xo.

•bLue-eyed sOuL• said...

oh!!sad:(
love.....well,it hurts!!