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finally the movie 'Public Enemies' is showin here..no..i havent watch it yet..but will do so soon..have always like Johnny Depp's movies..i really admire him cuz despite the fact..hes one dashing man..hes not one who uses his good looks to get 2b where he is now..most of the times the characters he portrays..we dont getta see his face..and at times we dont even know its him at all..if not for the credits..am waiting for another of his movie 'Alice in wonderland'..hope it will be release here soon..

do u have those moments when u have so much 2 say 2 some1..but when u getta see him/her..those words just refuse 2 come out..and make fun of u?..people say 'somethings are better left unsaid'..i dont really agreed..esp when comes to matters of the heart..what im tryin 2 say here is..if u dont say..how will that person knows?..no..i dont mean just blurt out without thinking..u do have 2 think carefully.. of cuz u have 2 take responsibility and the consequences urself..after u say those words..cuz not many people are prepared 2 hear what u may say..even though u mean well..thats human beings..there are bound 2b misunderstandings between people..which is why i dont really agreed with the saying above..

what do u think?..

*1st pic from the animal blog.tumblr

*2nd-5th pics from yahoo

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yes i've been abandoned..been 'kicked out'..and i've no idea why..or what i done/said..to be treated this way..i just know some-thing is off..i just know they are hiding some-thing from me..and i will never know..im thinking too much?..im being too sensitive too emo?..no..i dun think so..when people start to treat u totally different..when people start to stop talking much to u..u just know something isnt right..u just know they are hiding something from u..

aint friends suppose to look-out for one another?..i guess i've been so naive..thinking they are my friends..and i could turn to them..when i needed a listening ear..i guess they are sick and tire of hearing me talking about a certain some1..and thus..start to avoid me..start to avoid talking to me..and slowly abandoned me..'kicked me out' of the loop..

no..i dun blame any1..just blame myself..they are not the problem..i am..always have been..i really dun know what i've done/said..to be treated this cold way..and if its really my fault..im sorry..

will any1 knows..or even cares i've been crying almost every night?..will any1 knows or cares..i've been missing him so much?..

no..no1 knows..no1 give a damn........

its my 100th post..and yet..its not a happy topic.......

*all pics from black and white's tumblelog

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pics of beautiful wolf....of cute cats..and of cuz daunting gothic pic..i juz love the gothic pic..do u?...which pic is your favourite?....

havent been in the mood to blog..again..juz wana be left alone after work..which explains why i put my status as 'appear off-line' when im on msn..simply cuz i dont wana end up saying things that offended people..and we end up quarrelling over some stupid meaningless things..simply cuz im tire..very tire..the more i dun wana hear anything..the more i will..the more people wana tell me 'bout it talk 'bout it..

我已很累了...我不想听了...

*1st pic via deviantArt

*2nd-5th pics via theanimal.blog