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iTs only today i realised its 2009 this thursday..had been crazy busy at work lately..what with people shopping before xmas durin xmas after xmas..n stupid stock taking..its no wonder time quietly pass me by..

i will come back with another post soon..
heres wishin all a happy happy 2009 in advance!

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hEy have fun on xmas?..mine was spent workin..its alrite cuz went for xmas count-down with my friend in the club we always go..yup it was very crowded..people were merry-makin..happy n all..so why was it i didnt really enjoy myself on xmas eve?..i was there but i wasnt there too..know what i mean?..i was so-not there that i mistaken some-one as my friend..went n poked him!..it was so embarrassin!!..that shows u where my mind was..maybe not only durin that night..been feelin kinda like walkin-dead these days..

had finished the 2nd book of Twilight..to my horrors the 3rd n 4th books were sold-out in the local book stores!..mann should've juz bought when they were still available..so now while waitin i borrowed few books from library..n bought 1 novel 'Eat Pray Love'..am waiting for the movie 2b shown here..speakin of movies..

here are a few movies im waitin

-Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea:a japanese anime..real cute

-Transformer2:my fav decepticon SoundWave will be in it finally

-InkHeart:a fantasy movie..i saw the 2nd or 3rd book from this novel

-The Uninvited:a horror movie..havent watch horror show since forever

will try to come up with a poem..but no promise..i dun like promise..cuz its meant 2b broken?..in the mean-time..heres some pics..mostly are from weheartit.com..drop by this site for great pics!..

well wishes to all in 2009!!

thank u all for your lovely comments n takin time out to read*bow*

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Immortal

Looking with those eyes
walkin slowly u came
inch by inch ur movin closer

Stiff as stone i am
feel my heart beatin faster
feel myself burnin inside

Runnin with u by my side
soakin in the warm sun light
in this forest we fly
feelin surreal
i hold on tight

No dont say those words my dear
listen to me
hear me speak
without a doupt i agreed
turnin my life into yours

Is what i want to be

wRote this after finished readin Twilight..am readin the second novel now..ya im into the Twilight saga too..ya i know im properly over-age for it..but im not going to miss out on any vampire novels..was very tempting to buy the last two novels of Twilight..n other novels..but that have to wait..it was a strange feeling walking into the book store this afternoon..i didnt know i love the smell of books this much..or have i become a freak?..anyway i havent watch Twilight the movie..maybe soon..lookin 4ward to it actually..

havent been doin much lately..juz readin novel after novel..actually only finished readin 3 novels(that tells u what a slow reader i am U__U)..here are the other 2 novels

-'Tuesdays With Morrie' by Mitch Albom

a very touching wonderful true story of the author gettin a second chance discovering life through the death of a friend..this novel is rather well-known..truly worth a read..

-'A Winter Book' by Tove Jansson

this is a collection of short stories by her..a rather charming novel this is..theres 'A Summer Book' too..nope i havent read it..yet..

thats all for now folks..do tell me what u think of the poem..

have a great week ahead!!

b4 i 4get..wana give a shout-out to Autumn's 4gotten Dreams..welcome back gal!! =>

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i wanna sit here with u..and let the world pass us by..

juz have to share this pic!..dun u find the flow-bella is so cute it makes u smile?

it dun snow where im from..as a matter of fact we dun have four seasons here..so i duno what its like seein/feelin snow..as im not rich enough to travel..its very expensive travellin to other countries from here..so i juz put myself in these pics..n feel..

i wanna lie on these fluffy clouds

no poem today..havin lotsa things on my mind..but really wanna share these wonderful pics here..there are so many nice pics..and some truly make u smile despite how low you r feeelin..its true when they say 'a picture paints a thousand words'..

oh well im lookin forward to my very short break from work..startin this sunday..only for 48 hours..oh yes..its x'mas pretty soon..no i havent buy any gift for anyone..how bout u?..have u done your xmas shopping?..

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Fly Away
Tie myself to this paper-plane

bring me away

away from u
when u ignore me like that
away from u

when u thought i could alwaz take it

Tie myself to these ballons

bring me far away

away from u

away from your smiles

your everything

The wind had changed

bringing me away

yet each time im back

you r alwaz there

pOem i wrote juz minutes ago..yeah i do wana fly away..leave my body n see myself..the way i lead this life of mine..i get upset when people ignore me n i've no idea what did i do/say wrong to have them treat me invisible..most upset when its some1 i love..maybe it has nothing to do with me..maybe they juz not in the mood..maybe im thinkin 2 much again..i duno..whatever it is i juz want some1 to tell me..cuz silence breaks my heart..

is it cuz its Dec so i tend to get so moody(or emo some like to say)..i seriously do not know..anyway i sure hope none of u r feeling the same way as me..

thkx to every1 taking time out to read/comment..do tell me what u think of the poem..

Have a great weekend people!

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tHis is how i've been..well almost..

iSnt he gd-looking?..Chen Bo-Lin

come sit with me n watch the world goes by

haunting winter sky-love this pic

tiMe slipping fast..

yUp..i am actually

wAnt a room as such =>

soMe cool nice pics found @deviantArt..go there!..lots n lotsa wonderful pics!!!!...will be postin another poem..maybe..life is a daze actually..yup..U___U;

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gLad to be away from work..even its juz one day..been very frustrated at work since last saturnday..no no im not goin to rant bout it..as it'll bore u to death..haha..U__U;..all i can say is under the working environment of my current job..even if given 10 staff..it wont be enough..and its not so much its so damn busy..and when u show that u r frustrated/pissed off..they say(without knowin u knew) u have attitude problem/bein difficuit..

heres a poem i wrote 3 years ago(omg!!)..think its a very suitable piece..considerin the way im feelin nowadays..so call me emo or whateva shit u want..

lookin 4ward to a new life next year..hopefully all will fall in2 place eventually..freedom comes with one hefty price..ya it sure does..

have a fun fun weekend people!!..=]

Liar N Poseur

Just who do u think u r talking about me like that
havent u heard what goes around comes around
havent u for once thought i'd somehow knew about those lies u say

Just who do u think u r, a saint?
does what u say/do put u a level higher than me
take your lies your hyprocrisy away
cuz i dun need n dun want them
stop shovin those meaningless words of yours into my face
cuz i dun trust u anymore

Masks u have been wearin to deceive all
before long they r goin to fall
who will u run to now
where r u goin to hide now

For all u have said and done
will be hauntin u no end